Are you really feeling special? If you do not, then change your thoughts. We are all special, and we All deserve the best. However if you feel that others are better than you and you are not worthy, then you will stay in that negative world. See yourself as special and see all the success in your life. It does t matter if you are not doing well financially right now, these things will change. See yourself beyond the things you have, as having more than others doesn't make you special. Being the wonderful person that you are is what makes you special. When we go through difficult times it makes you stronger. Those who have had all things given to them have no idea how to live without it. If they were to lose everything, it would be harder for them to get through the difficult times of financial loss. Today, see yourself as one with the universe, knowing that you are a special being, living the life you asked for. If this is the case, make the changes necessary to bring all you want to you. Start with changing the thoughts, this is the beginning for all change.
Namaste